I’ve had three great dates with a nice local guy, and I’m like a fish out of water here.
Local Guy has everything that I envisioned I would like regarding personal appearance, creativity, and job stability. And he lives 5 minutes away (barely). He’s smart, he’s witty, and we seem to be on the same rhythm in our communication frequency preferences. I like that.
One note of interest is that he reminds me of someone very special in my past (yes, it’s you, Blue Eyes). He has the same sexy voice and laugh, and something about his expression puts me right back there.
I’m not sure how to date someone when a possibility of a real, honest-to-goodness relationship exists. This man is available, and that scares me a little.
Last night we kissed in front of a cozy fire, and I left, hungry for a little more than that, but content with the idea that I’m in no rush, and maybe this is the “right” way to start things off. I’m so self-conscious about my body right now, I’m not sure if I’m brave enough to let anyone touch it, anyway.
I don’t know what else to say about it right now.