Everything hurts – my body, my spirit, my mind. I’m wiped out and trying to figure out how to push through it and keep moving forward.

You’d think with all the fucking disappointments I’ve had in my life, I would be able to handle this one easily.

I mean, a couple of weeks ago, I had no plans to see the Belgian in Greece, and I was doing just fine. Nothing has changed, so why do I suddenly feel like shit?

I’m incredibly sad, and I’ve been fighting the tears all day in my attempt to continue to function as usual. No time for sadness.

What can I do for myself to return to that optimistic state of mind? I considered braving the trip alone, but I just don’t think I could bear it.

Sometimes I just don’t get my way, and it’s okay, I tell myself.

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