The wind saved me from myself today because I had it in my head to go out for a light jog. No running in this shit. I’m really getting antsy to hit the road again.
As the weekend winds down and I prepare myself for the coming work week, I am sorting through my thoughts and emotions in an attempt to focus only those which will serve a useful purpose. What is going to keep me happy and in “bad ass” mode? I can come up with a few things, not the least of which is gym time.
I have some big decisions ahead. While I don’t have to make them immediately, taking no action is making a decision of sorts. There are things I want, and things I need, and things that just don’t matter. And then there is the most important thing.
Trusting the Universe isn’t my forte.
But today, and for the foreseeable future, everything is just as it has been. And I am happy in that. Thrilled, actually. Giddy… delighted… joyful… all of those things I always wanted to be but thought was reserved for other people. Damn, it feels so good to have my turn.