My heart is full and open tonight.

There is a decided difference between being “up” and living in Love.  I don’t believe I ever knew or remembered what it was like to live in Love.  I didn’t know what that felt like – only the Fear.  And when something exciting happened that made my adrenaline rush, that is what I thought I aspired to.  But those moments are few and short-lived, and so I think I spent a lot of time trying to generate excitement.  Fear was “normal,” even though I knew I didn’t like being there.

But now – now that I have been to the top of the mountain – Fear is uncomfortable.  Fear is not normal.  Fear is hell.

Only Love feels right to me now.  It’s the most difficult, simplest thing.  I just have to let go and… shine.  That’s what living in Love feels like to me.  It feels like sunshine.  It feels warm and invigorating and happy and glowing.  It feels peaceful and confident and trusting.  It lives in this moment only – not in next week or next year.  It’s not worried.  It is content in everything exactly as it is.

Love loves, and that’s its only purpose.  No agendas.  No rules.  Just love.

I love Love.

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